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paisley
01-21-2023, 10:20 AM
it's when you ache to hold someone and be close to them, it's hard to explain because I never wanted this and didn't expect it. I guess sometimes you meet someone you are naturally drawn to even if you don't want to be, but I can imagine it.

at this point
i just want 2 days alone with her and thats not to try and convert her, its for personal enjoyment




as a psychopathic serial killer the cut on the neck
i will always remember you

magnetaress
01-21-2023, 12:46 PM
I probably won't understand. I wanted to be with someone so bad once trigger warningI was trying to slashed my own wrists and neck.

Some how I blacked out. And I hope that I didn't hurt anyone 🙏

When I came too I was still alive and everyone was safe. We broke up after that. There wasn't much drama. What got me through it was knowing they would be safer and happier without me. And I was able to move on. I didn't know it at the time. I'm happier now too. And I needed the freedom. To grow and flower into the new world I'm in now ✨.

And I hope they are too.

Being able to say I love you without needing anything. And able to say I love you and let go at the same time. Is good. Don't want to hurt the people we love. When we are rejected. We should be open to the good experience we can have afterwards walking away from that with loving kindness. For ourselves and others. Sometimes people just aren't ready. Sometimes they are and the universe. Destiny just has something else in store. Attachments can be really painful.

You deserve to feel good whether you are with someone or not or your dream person or not.

As for me. I'm the long run. I've learned I'm a painful person to be with sometimes. Yet I have found absolute happiness in solitude. No need to brush my teeth everyday. Or epilate my legs. When I feel sick. No one is dependent on me. No kids are going to suffer because I couldn't get outta bed today. And I have different opportunities.

I'm talking about myself a lot cuz I can't talk shit about you. I hardly know most ppl here. And those I do I'm not putting their lives on display for others to become attached too.

I know this is terribly rambling and incoherent. Butt I really hope this helps!

unsunghero
01-21-2023, 12:59 PM

Encroaching Death
01-21-2023, 01:02 PM
Those thumbs are fuckin with me.

What's going on with those thumbs?

magnetaress
01-21-2023, 01:11 PM
Those thumbs are fuckin with me.

What's going on with those thumbs?

It's the angle of the light like making the shadow long. Distorted.

unsunghero
01-21-2023, 01:16 PM
“We’re just a couple of besties!”
“Yeah!” [giving a strained smile while mashing down a combination of discontent and repressed sexual frustration]

magnetaress
01-21-2023, 01:29 PM
Not from me lol?

I do think Paisley and WokeCat have personal issues butt they aren't dumb or bad. Just ppl. At least they are striving for more and socializing.

unsunghero
01-21-2023, 02:00 PM
At least they are striving for more and socializing.

That explanation never seemed to fly with my ma. I’d be like “get off my back, Ma! This is an MMO, and I’m on voice chat! I’ve been talking to people all day, that’s socializing!”

It’s gotta be in person or bust ;)

People with major physical disabilities get a pass

magnetaress
01-21-2023, 02:08 PM
That explanation never seemed to fly with my ma. I’d be like “get off my back, Ma! This is an MMO, and I’m on voice chat! I’ve been talking to people all day, that’s socializing!”

It’s gotta be in person or bust ;)

People with major physical disabilities get a pass
Yeah I kinda pretty much basically agree. Even ppl with physical disability benefit from face time.

Best thing to happen for me in the last few years was group therapy. Even tho it was just voip.

If I could go inperson to a temple and make food. Or carry bags of rice. And do group prayer and meditation. I'd like to do that.

I don't want to like freak out in public tho and that's also a challenge. It's v hard to remain calm around even ppl i care deeply for at times. To not get to into my personal issues.

I still try tho. Was out in the front yard with my neighbor yesterday. Giving him my best.

unsunghero
01-21-2023, 02:31 PM
Yeah I kinda pretty much basically agree. Even ppl with physical disability benefit from face time.

Best thing to happen for me in the last few years was group therapy. Even tho it was just voip.

If I could go inperson to a temple and make food. Or carry bags of rice. And do group prayer and meditation. I'd like to do that.

I don't want to like freak out in public tho and that's also a challenge. It's v hard to remain calm around even ppl i care deeply for at times. To not get to into my personal issues.

I still try tho. Was out in the front yard with my neighbor yesterday. Giving him my best.

The nice thing about the in person requirement is it forces different potential friend groups from online

You’d hope you wouldn’t see it as much with adults as I do counseling kids but it’s still possible to lose all of your friends at once due to drama/cliques. Then it’s really handy to have a back up friend group

Snaggles
01-21-2023, 04:27 PM
Log off.
Seek help.

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-21-2023, 05:47 PM
I probably won't understand. I wanted to be with someone so bad once trigger warningI was trying to slashed my own wrists and neck.

Some how I blacked out. And I hope that I didn't hurt anyone 🙏

When I came too I was still alive and everyone was safe. We broke up after that. There wasn't much drama. What got me through it was knowing they would be safer and happier without me. And I was able to move on. I didn't know it at the time. I'm happier now too. And I needed the freedom. To grow and flower into the new world I'm in now ✨.

And I hope they are too.

Being able to say I love you without needing anything. And able to say I love you and let go at the same time. Is good. Don't want to hurt the people we love. When we are rejected. We should be open to the good experience we can have afterwards walking away from that with loving kindness. For ourselves and others. Sometimes people just aren't ready. Sometimes they are and the universe. Destiny just has something else in store. Attachments can be really painful.

You deserve to feel good whether you are with someone or not or your dream person or not.

As for me. I'm the long run. I've learned I'm a painful person to be with sometimes. Yet I have found absolute happiness in solitude. No need to brush my teeth everyday. Or epilate my legs. When I feel sick. No one is dependent on me. No kids are going to suffer because I couldn't get outta bed today. And I have different opportunities.

I'm talking about myself a lot cuz I can't talk shit about you. I hardly know most ppl here. And those I do I'm not putting their lives on display for others to become attached too.

I know this is terribly rambling and incoherent. Butt I really hope this helps!
This forumquest business used to be straightforward. There were rules. Just some basic guidelines so that things don't go off the rails. At the end of the day, it was all about elves. Who needs any extra complications?

p99 forums needs to implement a 8-bit theme music selector for threads. When you open the thread, the theme music plays.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbLVFk5dl8o

magnetaress
01-21-2023, 05:49 PM
This forumquest business used to be straightforward. There were rules. Just some basic guidelines so that things don't go off the rails. At the end of the day, it was all about elves. Who needs any extra complications?

p99 forums needs to implement a 8-bit theme music selector for threads. When you open the thread, the theme music plays.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbLVFk5dl8o

I agree. I felt my post wasn't very elf related. I still wanted to give the OP something.

paisley
01-21-2023, 06:24 PM
This is about elfz btw.

paisley
01-21-2023, 06:25 PM
I probably won't understand. I wanted to be with someone so bad once trigger warningI was trying to slashed my own wrists and neck.

Some how I blacked out. And I hope that I didn't hurt anyone 🙏

When I came too I was still alive and everyone was safe. We broke up after that. There wasn't much drama. What got me through it was knowing they would be safer and happier without me. And I was able to move on. I didn't know it at the time. I'm happier now too. And I needed the freedom. To grow and flower into the new world I'm in now ✨.

And I hope they are too.

Being able to say I love you without needing anything. And able to say I love you and let go at the same time. Is good. Don't want to hurt the people we love. When we are rejected. We should be open to the good experience we can have afterwards walking away from that with loving kindness. For ourselves and others. Sometimes people just aren't ready. Sometimes they are and the universe. Destiny just has something else in store. Attachments can be really painful.

You deserve to feel good whether you are with someone or not or your dream person or not.

As for me. I'm the long run. I've learned I'm a painful person to be with sometimes. Yet I have found absolute happiness in solitude. No need to brush my teeth everyday. Or epilate my legs. When I feel sick. No one is dependent on me. No kids are going to suffer because I couldn't get outta bed today. And I have different opportunities.

I'm talking about myself a lot cuz I can't talk shit about you. I hardly know most ppl here. And those I do I'm not putting their lives on display for others to become attached too.

I know this is terribly rambling and incoherent. Butt I really hope this helps!I like this post ngl

baakss
01-21-2023, 07:32 PM
it's when you ache to hold someone and be close to them, it's hard to explain because I never wanted this and didn't expect it. I guess sometimes you meet someone you are naturally drawn to even if you don't want to be, but I can imagine it.

at this point
i just want 2 days alone with her and thats not to try and convert her, its for personal enjoyment




as a psychopathic serial killer the cut on the neck
i will always remember you

Vanquish is recruiting! Please reach out in game, my char name is Venice.

paisley
01-21-2023, 10:10 PM
Vanquish is recruiting! Please reach out in game, my char name is Venice.

Now why would I do this Hon

Trexller
01-21-2023, 11:24 PM
https://i.imgur.com/aPyPOSm.jpeg

paisley
01-22-2023, 12:31 PM
lol is TAHT genshcing Impanf

Chortles Snortles
01-22-2023, 01:10 PM
https://i.imgur.com/JnIQaO0.jpg

paisley
01-22-2023, 01:13 PM
Epic

Trexller
01-22-2023, 01:48 PM
https://i.imgur.com/HyDckmC.jpg

paisley
01-22-2023, 01:52 PM
What show they from

Trexller
01-22-2023, 01:59 PM
What show they from

firefly / terminator

Chortles Snortles
01-22-2023, 01:59 PM
SHE

Trexller
01-22-2023, 02:02 PM
SHE

https://i.imgur.com/TGEEage.jpeg

can confirm

Trexller
01-22-2023, 02:05 PM
SHE doesn't like to be misgendered

https://i.imgur.com/2ql8ILc.jpeg

Chortles Snortles
01-22-2023, 02:44 PM
i always preferred the space hooker and the mechanic tbqh

Jobaber
01-22-2023, 02:45 PM
space hooker was like a godess at the time

Chortles Snortles
01-22-2023, 02:47 PM
even with indroduction of red head booba goddess space hooker still was #1 at the time to me

Trexller
01-22-2023, 02:50 PM
space hooker was morena baccarin...

i posted some of her in one of these threads, i forget which

misterbonkers
01-22-2023, 02:53 PM
This is about elfz btw.

thought this said elfz bbw and got excited :(

paisley
01-22-2023, 02:57 PM
Idk tha show sorry y’all!!!!!

paisley
01-22-2023, 02:57 PM
thought this said elfz bbw and got excited :(

I WISH :o

misterbonkers
01-22-2023, 03:37 PM
I WISH :o

can we make this the elf bbw thread :D

paisley
01-22-2023, 06:42 PM
can we make this the elf bbw thread :D

Sure, how do we begin

Encroaching Death
01-22-2023, 06:47 PM
https://i.pinimg.com/originals/88/6c/a7/886ca735865f5b00664d9b088b4ddb19.jpg

paisley
01-22-2023, 06:54 PM
:D

Trexller
01-22-2023, 09:44 PM
can we make this the elf bbw thread :D

No.

https://i.imgur.com/HeKyhSK.jpeg

paisley
01-22-2023, 09:52 PM
wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

Trexller
01-22-2023, 10:11 PM
wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

no fat chicks

https://i.imgur.com/RYXpHCY.jpg

misterbonkers
01-22-2023, 10:35 PM
no fat chicks

words of a coward :rolleyes:

Trexller
01-22-2023, 10:42 PM
words of a coward :rolleyes:

or, the words of a fit dude with standards. I take care of myself, i expect others to do so as well. Nobody is genetically fat. Everyone who is fat, put every single gram of that fat into their gob hole.

This girl, did not.

https://i.imgur.com/ubXLEmI.jpeg

Chortles Snortles
01-22-2023, 10:45 PM
^^budget victoria justice

https://i.imgur.com/djs0IMZ.jpg

Trexller
01-22-2023, 10:48 PM
nice one

all natural, in nature, and she doesn't even know what KFC stands for.

Encroaching Death
01-23-2023, 09:50 AM
Well now I feel the need to troll this thread with hot fat chicks

Evia
01-23-2023, 10:04 AM
Curvy/bbw > skinny/crackwhore

Trexller
01-23-2023, 02:24 PM
Well now I feel the need to troll this thread with hot fat chicks

you could troll with hot chicks, or fat chicks, but are physically limited from doing both. like travelling at relativistic speeds requires more energy the faster you move, fat chicks require more exponentially more hottness per lb over 11% body fat.

therefore it is impossible to generate a hot image of a fat woman.

science.

https://i.imgur.com/tQTSlVY.jpg

WokeCat
01-23-2023, 03:25 PM
Curvy/bbw > skinny/crackwhore

Fr, none of these chicks have thicc thighs like wtf

Encroaching Death
01-23-2023, 03:26 PM
therefore it is impossible to generate a hot image of a fat woman.


Notice how I haven't posted one yet?

Encroaching Death
01-23-2023, 03:27 PM
https://i.ibb.co/SsZwsjm/gwg4ggg.jpg

Ratchet51
01-23-2023, 03:32 PM
you could troll with hot chicks, or fat chicks, but are physically limited from doing both. like travelling at relativistic speeds requires more energy the faster you move, fat chicks require more exponentially more hottness per lb over 11% body fat.

therefore it is impossible to generate a hot image of a fat woman.

science.

https://i.imgur.com/tQTSlVY.jpg

Send all the fatties you reject my way. I'll pork those chubsters.

Toxigen
01-23-2023, 04:16 PM
Send all the fatties you reject my way. I'll pork those chubsters.

chubby-chaser patchet prowlin the golden corral for fuck-a-fatty-friday

Encroaching Death
01-23-2023, 04:20 PM
prowlin the golden corral for fuck-a-fatty-friday

https://media.tenor.com/KZSCnVzDgKcAAAAM/controlling-laugh-laughing.gif

Trexller
01-23-2023, 05:12 PM
Send all the fatties you reject my way. I'll pork those chubsters.

ill betcha that paisley doesn't have alot to do with her evenings.

drop a PM and call me The Matchmaker

unsunghero
01-23-2023, 08:15 PM
I imagine fat chicks probably try harder because they know they need to

I wouldn’t know though ;)

paisley
01-23-2023, 08:24 PM
im fat and i don’t have to try harder, people just worship the ground i walk on ngl

magnetaress
01-23-2023, 08:28 PM
im fat and i don’t have to try harder, people just worship the ground i walk on ngl

Not as fat as me.

magnetaress
01-23-2023, 08:29 PM
Ate beans and hotdogs tonight

paisley
01-23-2023, 08:46 PM
Ate beans and hotdogs tonight

ok this is disgusting (i dont like baked beans)

realistically i doubt you are fatter than me, maybe tho

nice to hear from you magnet rest, hope you are well today and every day

jpaidas30
01-23-2023, 09:24 PM
what is happening here

aussenseiter
01-23-2023, 09:27 PM
what is happening here

I'm calling for a total shutdown of gaiaonline until we figure out what the hell is going on

Encroaching Death
01-23-2023, 09:32 PM
I'm calling for a total shutdown of gaiaonline until we figure out what the hell is going on

See? This is why I voted for Trump.

Shut down all Chibi related media.

paisley
01-23-2023, 10:10 PM
what is happening here

ngl, you prob wouldtnb understnad if i told you ;)

paisley
01-23-2023, 10:10 PM
I'm calling for a total shutdown of gaiaonline until we figure out what the hell is going on

i havent been on gaia much lately :)
been havin so much fun here and playing the game ngl

Trexller
01-23-2023, 10:45 PM
https://i.imgur.com/c7hSaDQ.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/L3ga88C.gif

magnetaress
01-23-2023, 11:29 PM
Paisley posted a picture of a dead kitten nexto some rice asking if I would eat it im her discord


I said no way hoszay

paisley
01-24-2023, 01:49 AM
Paisley posted a picture of a dead kitten nexto some rice asking if I would eat it im her discord


I said no way hoszay

LOL he wasnt dead honm, he was simply cozy pilled

graggis
01-24-2023, 05:52 AM
What the

graggis
01-24-2023, 05:53 AM
Can I get a rundown on what is going on in this thread

WokeCat
01-24-2023, 05:57 AM
Can I get a rundown on what is going on in this thread

op was a 30 year old mexican chick who fell in love with a fat, bald 47 yo on everquest

turns out the fat bald 47 yo is married irl and lied about being single

a couple of weeks go by and we found out that the op / 30 year old mexican chick is actually a fake account that was being controlled by the fat 47 year old dude and it turns out he was never married, or in love with the op because that person doesnt even exist

shes just some person he created to make himself seem like a badass oti

graggis
01-24-2023, 06:11 AM
op was a 30 year old mexican chick who fell in love with a fat, bald 47 yo on everquest

turns out the fat bald 47 yo is married irl and lied about being single

a couple of weeks go by and we found out that the op / 30 year old mexican chick is actually a fake account that was being controlled by the fat 47 year old dude and it turns out he was never married, or in love with the op because that person doesnt even exist

shes just some person he created to make himself seem like a badass oti

Why

WokeCat
01-24-2023, 06:18 AM
Why

No one knows for sure but it all happened around MLK day, so there’s speculation that it was politically motivated

Rager and Quitter
01-24-2023, 10:25 AM
Why

Wokecat and paisley are the same person. Did you ever see that movie Identity with John Cusack? Its kind of like that, but really just two obese hill billy 40 year olds docking.

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-24-2023, 04:51 PM
https://i.imgur.com/aPyPOSm.jpeg


I remember when Gidget was everyone's manic pixie dream girl.



And then people started being addicted to smoking pot :mad:

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-24-2023, 04:52 PM
I think pot is responsible for a lot of our problems. I've heard about divorces because of pot smoke addicts.

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-24-2023, 04:53 PM
You *can* get fired from your job. So how does it make sense to pot smoke?
It doesn't.

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-24-2023, 04:54 PM
Alright, back to work. Smoke break.

Chortles Snortles
01-24-2023, 04:56 PM
happy hour already?
(lol)

Trexller
01-24-2023, 04:58 PM
https://i.imgur.com/ZbiYAac.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/ZmkNBT5.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/yDIKuqY.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/wGhLLKq.jpeg

magnetaress
01-24-2023, 05:57 PM
https://i.imgur.com/ZbiYAac.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/ZmkNBT5.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/yDIKuqY.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/wGhLLKq.jpeg

100% accurate.

You don't even need the pot tho. Just be poor. G-dless. And defenseless.

Encroaching Death
01-24-2023, 06:09 PM
Weird Orgies?

Gross!.....where?

unsunghero
01-24-2023, 06:53 PM
I injected two marijuanas and now I’m a gay liberal

Trexller
01-24-2023, 07:06 PM
I injected two marijuanas and now I’m a gay liberal

ive smoked marijuana for almost 20 years and i'm nearly as conservative as they come

Auyster
01-24-2023, 08:24 PM
ooga booga

Trexller
01-24-2023, 08:32 PM
ooga booga

dont be racist

paisley
01-24-2023, 09:13 PM
op was a 30 year old mexican chick who fell in love with a fat, bald 47 yo on everquest

turns out the fat bald 47 yo is married irl and lied about being single

a couple of weeks go by and we found out that the op / 30 year old mexican chick is actually a fake account that was being controlled by the fat 47 year old dude and it turns out he was never married, or in love with the op because that person doesnt even exist

shes just some person he created to make himself seem like a badass oti

funny af ngl

Ratchet51
01-25-2023, 10:39 AM
https://i.imgur.com/ZbiYAac.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/ZmkNBT5.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/yDIKuqY.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/wGhLLKq.jpeg

I got that Devil's Harvest one hanging on my wall right near my computer to remind me to just say "no" or forever face the consequences.

Trexller
01-25-2023, 01:50 PM
I got that Devil's Harvest one hanging on my wall right near my computer to remind me to just say "no" or forever face the consequences.

my typical daily smoke:

https://i.imgur.com/8fcITTn.jpeg

Toxigen
01-25-2023, 04:54 PM
Can I get a rundown on what is going on in this thread

https://i.imgur.com/CWH6rdA.jpg

Trexller
01-25-2023, 04:55 PM
Michelle obama superimposed on a big black dude, apparently giving birth to the Alien xenomorph?

Encroaching Death
01-25-2023, 04:57 PM
https://media.tenor.com/WxgoCA0z728AAAAM/spit-out-drink-spit-take.gif

Trexller
01-25-2023, 07:43 PM
https://i.imgur.com/KAXXBcw.png

Chortles Snortles
01-26-2023, 08:11 PM
https://i.imgur.com/UsnFT3N.jpg

Sadre Spinegnawer
01-26-2023, 10:52 PM
Can I get a rundown on what is going on in this thread
Trad Wife enthusiasts trying to bait the trap with promises of reefer is cool now. This happened back in the 70's with what became known as the Rainbow Family of Living Light.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow_Family


Hundreds of chicks were lured into a life of sex while stoned by trad wife hippie men who came up with the whole idea. The trad wife movement is going to see if they can go to the well twice with this one, by leading the way on legalize "just get high all day" pot smoking. Which for me sucks because pot is how I lost my mom.

So this thread is very fucked up. If trad wife folks think pot smoking is how you get more chicks, that's true, but that is also how you are going to get a lot of dead Moms.

Trexller
01-26-2023, 11:07 PM
Deep contemplation. What could it all mean?

https://i.imgur.com/LS6SGBZ.jpeg

boobs.

Encroaching Death
01-26-2023, 11:21 PM
Trad Wife enthusiasts trying to bait the trap with promises of reefer is cool now. This happened back in the 70's with what became known as the Rainbow Family of Living Light.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainbow_Family


Hundreds of chicks were lured into a life of sex while stoned by trad wife hippie men who came up with the whole idea. The trad wife movement is going to see if they can go to the well twice with this one, by leading the way on legalize "just get high all day" pot smoking. Which for me sucks because pot is how I lost my mom.

So this thread is very fucked up. If trad wife folks think pot smoking is how you get more chicks, that's true, but that is also how you are going to get a lot of dead Moms.

Weed killed your mom?

Trexller
01-26-2023, 11:39 PM
Which for me sucks because pot is how I lost my mom.

without knowing any details regarding this tragedy, i can 100% assert that cannabis was not the agent primarily at fault.

Encroaching Death
01-26-2023, 11:40 PM
Maybe a truck load fell on her?

Trexller
01-26-2023, 11:44 PM
Maybe a truck load fell on her?

nah, Sadre Spinegnawer just doesn't understand what cannabis is, what it does, or what it's like to be under the influence of cannabis.

even if you smoke a few times in your life, you still won't get it, it'll just be a passing buzz.

people like this are why cannabis is a schedule 1 narcotic, well, people like him, and racism.