thread for telling PG you just ate a cheeseburger

[unsunghero]

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A bajillion calories but man that looks good

[magnetaress]

I ate cake made out of palm oil today and pooped out dead shrimp.

Not super proud butt hey, I think? I kept it under 1200calories?

Going for Anorexia again. Need a way to avoid stress eating or eating to replace love or human contact or out of boredom...

It's hard without a crazy amount of stimulants with appetite suppressant side effects on board...

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[unsunghero]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

It's hard without a crazy amount of stimulants with appetite suppressant side effects on board...

YES, 1000x YES

You have no idea how many times I tell myself “man I wish I had some appetite suppressants”. But they’re all stims and with how much caffeine I already do it would just be too hard on my heart

But it’s sucks, the hunger ache when cutting. It’s so constant and present, I can’t abstract it, I can’t block it out, and I can’t distract myself from it. It’s always there, right in my mind

The only thing I can do is try to visualize it as muscle pain, a good thing. When the ache is the worst that’s when I tell myself “now you’re finally burning fat, you weren’t 3 hours ago”. Stuff like that

But goddamn science needs to make better suppressants that aren’t stims or ozempic

[unsunghero]

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Oh supposedly there are new designer peptides you can inject that turn grellin the hunger hormone like off, that aren’t ozempic and have no sides

Unless you consider the $400+/mo cost a side effect…..

[magnetaress]

I'm poor and seriously $400/mo is not worth it for me when I can just go the Bhuddist or Jesus route.

I mostly have the mental discipline as long as I remain off the antipsychotics. Which is tough. I miss being able to literally sleep 23 hrs a day.

Buttttt! If u got $400 in disposable monthly and u wanna be skinny fat. Without bulking muscle mass.

Go for it imho!

[unsunghero]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm poor and seriously $400/mo is not worth it for me when I can just go the Bhuddist or Jesus route.

I mostly have the mental discipline as long as I remain off the antipsychotics. Which is tough. I miss being able to literally sleep 23 hrs a day.

Buttttt! If u got $400 in disposable monthly and u wanna be skinny fat. Without bulking muscle mass.

Go for it imho!

Oh kind of on that topic, super popular natural fitness influencer Jesse James West said he had to go to therapy after his last natural bodybuilding competition finished because of how fucked up cutting and staying at 6% bodyfat had made his mind’s relationship with food

I heard from others in response that disordered eating is almost a guarantee in bodybuilding

[magnetaress]

Idk. Too me anything that weakens you is disordered.

Anything else is fair game.

If I am 150lb and weak as a kitten. In most cases that is going to be better than 300lb and weak as a kitten.

You gotta be epic in order to be extremely fit. By my metrics, 80th percentile in endurance, speed (reflex), and strength. By these variables. I am waaaaay disordered.

[magnetaress]

Actually stressing about the sugar Content of these lossanges lol. Do I cough and choke for an hr or suck it up and take the stupid sugar hit fucking with my metabolism and down the line hunger response.

[unsunghero]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

or suck it up and take the stupid sugar hit fucking with my metabolism and down the line hunger response.

You know the physiology well

Exactly my daily thoughts. Lots of sugar at once and guaranteed higher hunger pangs response on the horizon