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Originally Posted by Tunabros
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you're retarded
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I feel like that's an accurate if not a bit heartless of a statement. Sometimes my memory and learning struggles or reading and math problems get me down. I do find filling out paperwork and writing to be a real struggle. However I also know that my perception and intuition is really good. And I have had the strength to overcome a lot of my shortcomings and even do incredible feets of athletics. I am very clever. And mindful. In tune with my environment. I have a little bit of precognission. So like I feel like I'm not completely worthless. 100% yeah I feel really bad I don't fit in or really have a place in modern society. And illness has crippled and taken my athletic endurance and strength from me. You're not wrong. However I don't feel like you much care for the bigger picture with me. Also I respect that. I don't need or want your love. It's nice. I will never require it from you though. I want you to have free will and to express yourself fully. However you need to. Yes, I'm a little hurt. I can deal with it though. I'm at your mercy anyway mostly. And ya, I wish I was stronger, less helpless and able to lead by example better in the present. Even though I feel sorta stuck in the past. I do want admiration. Again though I don't want it just because. Like fake admiration sucks.
I see a great potential in you Tunabros.
How does me being retarded in your eyes make you feel?