Toxic assholes.

[imperiouskitten]

ill bug you later, i gotta go do stuff. hope you feel better, sorry for being insensitive btw

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

ill bug you later, i gotta go do stuff. hope you feel better, sorry for being insensitive btw

You've been a super sensitive friend.

Thanks for listening and offering advice.

Take care and don't worry about me.

[Snortles Chortles]

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[Gravydoo II]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

This person has all the resources they need. BTW. It's not like they can't go elsewhere.

They have NPD and manipulate people. Deliberately start massive projects and fail. Then blame me... because I avoided them... said absolutely nothing. They've blown at least 20k on a big project and have taken over 3 sheds and two driveways worth of space with all the useless shit They've hoarded.

If it was just me and them, it'd be a different story, but they've got two gaslit subjects in their thrall. Anything I do would hurt all three.

I don't want to hurt any of these people. I'm just frustrated and tired of silently soaking their abuse.

If you ALWAYS spare their feelings, what does that do to you?? What you're doing now.. Pretty obvious you resent them, now.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by Gravydoo II [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

If you ALWAYS spare their feelings, what does that do to you?? What you're doing now.. Pretty obvious you resent them, now.

Yeah. It makes me angry, resentful anxious and sick. And I'm constantly looking over my shoulder with distrust.

It's fucking me up.

I'm not Jesus and I don't want to be.

But I lived with an angry shameful asshole. So I absolutely refuse to pursue this. I can't handle escalation. When I tried just a tiny bit. It escalated.

I'm back to locking my doors and being 90% avoident. Fuck it.

Like I said I really needed to vent. I can't safely do anything.

I snuck out and made a meal and snuck back. No one ever knew I was there, and I cleaned shit. That's the only good thing I can do.

[imperiouskitten]

ahhh, there's nothing to be done about wicked housemates. it just sucks, perma.

can't beat a person whose life is constant hell and wild emotion without joining them there. And I think everyone but the Buddha be susceptible to suppressive theta waves in their domicile. Sometimes all you can do is appease appease and "submit your dignity" to them, trying hard to stay knowing you are figuratively trying to keep a homeless man from knifing you in a stuck elevator. (This also applies to asylum forum boards btw). But even that is a major drag. And sometimes the elevator psycho knifes even that Buddha. That's why I don't leave the house without a 6'4" hunk and I only rent an apartment if it's soundproof poured concrete.

[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by imperiouskitten [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

ahhh, there's nothing to be done about wicked housemates. it just sucks, perma.

can't beat a person whose life is constant hell and wild emotion without joining them there. And I think everyone but the Buddha be susceptible to suppressive theta waves in their domicile. Sometimes all you can do is appease appease and "submit your dignity" to them, trying hard to stay knowing you are figuratively trying to keep a homeless man from knifing you in a stuck elevator. (This also applies to asylum forum boards btw). But even that is a major drag. And sometimes the elevator psycho knifes even that Buddha. That's why I don't leave the house without a 6'4" hunk and I only rent an apartment if it's soundproof poured concrete.

Fair enough.

Redoubling Bhuddismo and appeasement and submission. It's probably a dharmic lesson. The dark reflexion of my prime. Suppressed and dismissed.

Your post is most thoughtful and helpful.

[hobart]

OP, log out and don't log back in.

Use that time to get a job, your own place, and control of your life. Or don't and we'll just pretend you did.

Whatever you do, whenever you think of something random, assume no one cares and keep it to yourself. Compartmentalization is healthy.

[Tunabros]

another thread of 2 people talking to each other

p99 forums is such a diverse place

[imperiouskitten]

Originally Posted by hobart [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

OP, log out and don't log back in.

Use that time to get a job, your own place, and control of your life. Or don't and we'll just pretend you did.

Whatever you do, whenever you think of something random, assume no one cares and keep it to yourself. Compartmentalization is healthy.

you should do therapy very excellent

Originally Posted by Tunabros [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

another thread of 2 people talking to each other

p99 forums is such a diverse place

its pretty ez to scan not like another thread was invaded. i had higher hopes for you than peanut gallery spazmo