How do you cope with depression and crisis?

[Snow_Flake]

Hey

So i have some problems like i always have [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

So im 20 years old a student i study Comunication and networktechnics in collage and i have been depressed for a half a year now bicuse of stress trying to fix my grades and alot have happend latly in my life, my brother is wating a kid and my grand parent resently passed away and all that have had a large inpack on me, me and my family fight all the time like screams at eachoter and swering alot witch have let to me not talking to my family alot bicuse it Always ends in a fight with my mom or dad start crying or screams at me while were having dinner and i havent been in school for like 2 month not in a row but form tme to time so the money i uset to get bicuse i study with i dont get it anymore witch makes me poor so now i cant dive my car or do anyting, bicuse im stressed out and have sleeping problems and i now have to pay back alot of money bicuse of some problems with my school and i really dont have that kind of money,i have around 6-7 Fs i have no real friend those i have abuse me they want to borrow money or want to be driven some were or whant me to hack somehitng and destroy things for others, im tired of sitting alone eating luch and in class and no one to talk to and on top of it if i dont turn ALL my Fs to Es my mom will kick me out the house and theres like a month until i gratitude and she have told me multiply times that she doesnt care what i do to my life.

Im so tired of having it like this thats why i spend most of my time by computer talking to others and playing games just anything to make me forget about the sitty life i have for some time, i know i sould fix my grades and start looking for a work but i dont really feel strong to do it right now

i dont want othes to feel bad for me or anything i just want to know how you guys and girls deals with problems

What would you have done?
how do you deal with problems?

im sorry for all the miss spellings [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]