I used to use amphetamines when I was younger, briefly - couldn't control it. Would stay up far too long, not eat nearly enough and became really weird and paranoid.
To each their own, if you can handle that shit kudos I guess? I remember Charlie Sheen saying he was a casual crack smoker or some shit during his rants too, and I used to tell myself I could handle hard drugs, until I couldn't.
I remember I was going home at like 8am all these kids were going to school and I was already up for a couple days, felt like the biggest loser - I was walking home and this chick who went to school with me gave me a ride I was completely sketched out, pounded like half a 26 straight when I got home so I could sleep and passed out knew it was the last time. On that night I took something like .8 gram of meth, 3 grams of coke, 8 ecstacy, and two acid.
Then I just took up smoking weed and playing vids, and got out of the "party" scene if you can even call it that.
Sry for the life story of text - just felt like sharen my story and definitely don't recomend it on anyone, l see a lot of people come into my work who basically lose their minds, and don't come back - I was probably close.
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