Actually I don't hate you because I don't know you...I think what I feel is more pity than anything else. Your comment about not having any friends is clearly some sort of projection of your own dearth of companionship onto other people.
Seriously dude, I have seen too many people self-destruct online, and some were in EQ. They weren't bad people, but they acted badly in the game and ended up in some weird douche-spiral they couldn't get out of. They would get called-out and their own stupid-stubborn pride wouldn't let them simply apologize and try to do better. Everyone else was to blame for their behavior...classic passive-aggressive behavior. I think you should get the help you so badly need.
God bless
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