Ok I get it this anti-psychotic medication thing is my problem and since you don't take the same drug, you can't help me. I just want to know from YOU THIS:
If I tried 4 times to get rid of it cold-turkey with no success and a fast taper-off with no success, and I spoke to my therapist about that and she said I should just take them for life. Should I just give up and take those olanzapine pills all my life and not give a fk? I will ignore everything then and let it be. I always hated free will and that agency thing. Like look at me I go to the gym, I take care of my body, I am strong and you are weak, I am much better than you. This is the energy some people who go to the gym give me, TO BE HONEST. Am I the only one?
I tried enough times to get rid of this anti-psychotic with no success. I will give up everything now and lay it in the hands of God. Since it is said that God knows what is spoken and done in secret, he knows the hearts of every human, so he is the one who is responsible, not me. I don't know everything, God does. So let me just take my pills then and be quiet, I think that's what I'm gonna do.
Let's see though if the 5 mg pill is better for me than 7.5 mg.
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