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Originally Posted by arvidez
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I floated back to my pew after my first confession. I tried to walk but couldnĀ’t only float. If I died right now I would go to heaven. 2 minutes after I sat down I had a sinful thought. A few minutes later I was lying.The feeling gone. I knew I could never get to heaven. That was my first big crack. My faith on the way to being shattered.
I lost hope. How did, at 9, you lose faith?
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Umm, i was 9. It wasnt faith they instilled into me. I was just rote learning dusty old quotes.
I didnt have faith to lose.
As I grew I just gained education and from that, critical thinking and it just sorted the wheat from the chaff.
Sorry I dont live down to your expectations.