I floated back to my pew after my first confession. I tried to walk but couldnt only float. If I died right now I would go to heaven. 2 minutes after I sat down I had a sinful thought. A few minutes later I was lying.The feeling gone. I knew I could never get to heaven. That was my first big crack. My faith on the way to being shattered.
I lost hope. How did, at 9, you lose faith?
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