I assigned you homework, did you start to build your in-bed home theater system?
playing EQ is something you want, you need to give yourself that. If you are unable to sit at a desk to play EQ, then you need to build your in-bed home theater system.
42" or larger TV, wireless mouse/keyboard, windows scaling at 300%. I know you can afford these items as none of them need to be expensive.
Once you accomplish this, then you need to let yourself feel good playing EQ. You will then know a little bit of happiness.
You will then need to ask yourself, "what would make me happier?"
Happiness is the pursuit of happiness. You can never stop trying. When you fail, and you will fail, you need to try again.
Figure out what it is that you want, and kick in doors to get it for yourself.
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