[Evia]

Back on topic…

Marijuana is a hellova drug
Although idk if I could say it’s a “gateway” drug, since I smoked it most of my life and never had any interest of getting into anything harder.

I will say though that it’s much more addictive than people like to claim. I tried to quit it for years and kept “brokeback mountaining”that ish with a loud and profound “why can’t I quit you?!”

I’ve since been off of it for about 3 months now and still think about it pretty often. On one hand it’s nice to not be a slave to it, on the other hand life is pretty fucking boring without it enhancing everything.

Double bladed sword so to speak.

Still I’d say boring life > being a slave to the bitch. I wish I could use it “in moderation” but that’s not possible. At least for me.

Once ya pop ya don’t stop nahmean?!
As Nelly once said “every 4hrs like a prescription I’m smoking it” or “I’m like one of those half baked thugs, I’m in love!”
The positives of not smoking anymore tho are my dreams. I actually remember all my dreams now and have major intense ones. When I was on the refer I didn’t dream, or at least remember them, AT ALL. So that’s been kinda fun and a positive.