Also check out the double polarized filter slit experiments.
Here's some more Magic science also ...
I like Steve Mould too
[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] dude is pretty smart has a cool electrical experiment.
The more grounded in real true science and experiments u get and not just 3rd grade level science textbooks the more you'll want to believe. Just let yourself do both. Like I said. It isn't mutually exclusive. You can build a better bridge (be a world class engineer) and also believe. Ur life will improve if you give your self (*the self is an illusion lol) room to believe in good things (*others too!).
Hope this helps with ur day.