[magnetaress]

Originally Posted by magnetaress [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I'm looking for a final death. Praying for it every day.

Is it sacrilege to pray for G-d to totally annihilate and obliterate my soul?

So I did a bunch of research on this: for a believer G-d will grant this. He just isn't like in a hurry especially if you remain faithful because he really loves u and wants you to find happiness.

Butt he will. If all is said and done on judgment day I am free to refuse heaven or resurrection in New Jerusalem and seek the lake of fire where I will finally be utterly destroyed. And no, I don't have to sin or go against the 10 commandments or be unfaithful to be released and seek obliteration. I can even go this road with gratitude for G-ds creation and the life he gave. Without wanting it everlasting. Or feeling worthy of his love.

Just gotta be patient because he will not grant this on a whim or prayer you gotta live your life. I'm guessing all bets are off if we try to take matters into our own hands (trust me it doesn't work out so well and you will suffer more before the final judgment).