[Infectious]

Originally Posted by everquestgreen [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

Hey guys, Mcleach here. I don't want any quams with anyone I want to be friends with all of you. I was in KC a few days ago and started spouting off saying a bunch of stupid things. I don't want to get into exactly what I said, but it was wrong. Sometimes when I joke, I go a bit too far and I come off angry, but IRL i'm just blank. I deal with a lot of mental demons and have a huge issue with not thinking before i speak. It's something my Papa has told me my whole life. I have to stop saying shitty things just because a select few find it funny. In the end, we all play this game for one reason. We have absolutely no fucking life. JK, but not really. This game takes us back to a younger and happier time in our livesa nd we felt good. That's why we can't let go of it. Project 1999 is literally EVERYTHING to me, it is unmatched and unduplicated. I was actually considering tattooing P99 under my eye since I already have a few face tattoos, so what the hells one more. THAT'S the level of dedication (psychosis) I have for this community. No matter what I may SAY to anyone, I still love you all and wish no ill will towards any of you. From now on, I'm /qing if I start feeling the anger sharks swimming in my head. All jokes aside, I wish you all well and I'm going to go back to what I was taught growing up, if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all. Big shout out to XALLOS for helping me through my tough times lately, shout out to CASTLE love you guys, Kingdom, and GG. Ive grouped with a lot of you and spoken with a lot of you and had so much fun. Like I said, this game IS my life and im not embarassed to admit it. I look forward to seeing you all when I am back from the suspension that I deserve.[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

ALSO: A personal sorry to ChristyMarie and Hodges. What I said on discord was pointless. And yes, I was salty, I admit it.( i HATE admitting when im wrong) That's why I said the stuff I did. But let's get real, we're ALL fucked in the head to be in our 30s 40's 50's and 60's playing EverQuest still. Lets just embrace our mental illnesses together and not fight. I don't want any problems with anyone. Love uguys

Let's embrace our mental illnesses together....

Ya anybody who invites this weirdo to their guild deserves to have their guild implode with the shit he says in ooc/group/tells.