It's sad when my self help song, doesn't work, or is scary to listen to. (Not drugs.)
Incubus - Drive
I hope my video game Paranoia goes away soon. Hey, maybe it's for the best, if I still have to do something. I thought for a while there, the paranoia might be there to symbolically (Real or fake), that the video game paranoia might be there because I still need to do something (g)God wants.
Aoe was working for a while there. Then I had to change my binds, and then I'm afraid the paranoia will come back. The paranoia that I'll be afraid of being hit by a car, for playing video games.
I tried to quit paranoia cold turkey, but then was terrified and froze at an intersection. But it might have just been because I was hungry.
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