https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&sour...vfSuySNlGLlK6T
That about sums it up.
I feel way better than last year tbh. I'm doing a lot really. Physical activity way up.
Had a bad scare today when I turned totally pale. Heart was doing weird things and I like passed out in shock. I said fuck it I'll wait this out and it got worse. So got a ride and had vitals/blood tests done.
Just elevated white blood cells. Every else is cool. My cardiac muscle isn't like dying and breaking down. All shit good to know cuz I had horrible cramps/spasms the other day.
Not letting this bs set me back from gainz.
Very fucking frustrating tho.
Could be nerve/vasovagil response.
In normal trauma ppls body does like this thing. I can't get vitals nor can my mom or the stupid phone/sensor pressure cuff thing when it happens.
If I was in battle and got slashed or stabbed really good...it would be a great thing. Would likely keep me in the fight or help me go into a coma for recovery.
Butt naw. It just happens when I stand up to make dinner lol.