I have no insecurities, guilt, or regrets for anything I do. You are correct about what I have said and done previously, and that is a part of me which I am not denying. Just because I am a kind person, does not mean that I won't stand up for myself and the people I enjoy playing with. Its the reason why I play this game in the first place, to satisfy that part of me that does enjoy dominance over others. My original intention for this post was to change people for the better, including myself. And its working consciously or unconsciously.. The way you speak in your last response is a clear display of change already, even if that's who you were all along. I see more intelligence in that last reply than i've seen from any of your other posts. And I am not speaking from a position of arrogance, as if I am perfect. But the larger part of me is a peacemaker so to speak, even if thats not who I am 100% of the time. So even though I stray from this every so often, I always revert back to being kind and forgiving eventually.
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