Believe it or not I really appreciate some of the unfiltered responses. Like ya. It's creepy weird how I feel like my brain has changed around them. It's the fairest point you've made and really easy to lose perspective on.
Alice has fallen down the rabbit hole. Though.
I often think of what it would be like to disconnect and live completely free and away from cats, and even other people. Like maybe even in VR land where I created all the characters and programmed all the interactions between components. And I often find myself reaching for simplicity. A clean and empty white space. Or just floating in emptiness.
I'm doing what I can to simply become an observer in my environment and stop controlling it. Yet I constantly always yearn at some level for the most minimalistic simplicity and graceful elegance to my existence, life, its always too messy.. At its most extreme. This would be a completely controlled and almost still, barren, lifeless world, think the surface of the moon. Or just falling through space on a random tangent past everything.
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