i am OFFICIALLY one hundred percent healthy again, there's no going back, no "turns for the worse", now I know EVERYTHING and it's ALL OVER. I finally figured this FUCKING problem out which has almost killed me in the last year. Final diagnosis: I had aliens in my stomach.
stomach stopped draining and then I had a FOREST of bacteria growing inside me. If you ever saw the X-Files episode with the spider webs, it's just like that except my stomach throat and mouth are FILLED with them every morning and I have to wash and vomit sheets upon sheets of spiderweb every morning. Or better said, "was", cuz I picked up anorexia bulimia hard spirits and diet soda pop consumption and fucking murdered it for the last week. FINALLY I woke up clean.
Just one more excruciation and a nice 18 months long of daily visceral disgust beyond anything a person below 80 should be able to empathize with. Why did god birth me for such a pincussion.
At least I'm officially skinnier than I've ever been since yall've known me. Send some blessings to Juris he really is a living angel.
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