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Old 09-15-2021, 10:57 PM
starkind starkind is offline
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Originally Posted by unsunghero [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
Ya once you’ve had Ativan hydroxizine just won’t measure up [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

I messed up dates in the past where I was so nervous that I bummed a benzo like Xanax from a friend and took it before the date, having no benzo tolerance

Then during the date I mixed it with alcohol because we were drinking at a restarting or bar. Totally backfired because the combination of those two things stupefied me into a glass eyed zombie barely saying a word just sitting there like “durrr” [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]
Yeah. Not fun either. I am horribly alcohol intolerant. I don't enjoy being heavily sedated, drunk, or incapacitated.

At least with the Ativan it was like lights out. BTW I was crying and cowering in a chair for like 4hrs before they gave me that. They had tried the hydroxazine, charge nurse I guess got tired of watching me suffer and pulled some weight with the doctor on staff.

It was finally uphill from there. Didn't need another one. It did snap me outta my .. whatever you want to call it. Anxiety x9000. I don't want to get to detailed on that exact one.