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Originally Posted by Mesocyclone
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As a kid i saw small black creatures behind a table in the den. They terrorized me at night popping out from the shadows.
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I have the occasional hallucination. They never last more than a few minutes though. And their really infrequent. And rarely like really waking. So if I see a shadowman I am more curious than afraid and write it off as a spirit or watcher and it's gone.
I jump at more imaginary bugs.
There was this one time death appeared and I was fully alert and there was a hum or vibrations and singing. And so sometimes I wonder if I died and that was one of the tines, and the quantumesque nature of the universe means my conciousness shifted to one of the remaining living states. (Quantum mechanics is BS tho rly)
Anyway. Drugs won't solve my dilemma. They don't even help me sleep and certainly aren't a good way to test death again.
Best to go it God's way stay alive. And stay lucid. I suppose if I was seeing shadowmen every day and I was hurting or terrorized by them, I'd take something to make them stay away.
As it is im more with it, present grounded, and have more accute and accurate perception than most sane cool and normal people.
+7 to spot checks without any skill points invested.
So, nah, I'm not crazy. Just aware, awake, and willing to see what people are afraid to, unable to.