Pokesan. I would come chat if my ego reovercame my intellect. I have been making a deliberate effort to remove abusive, gaslighting, bullshit-filled individuals from my life. You swear I will fail in this endeavor and that this will restore our "friendship", such as being a pincushion for an Internet agoraphobe sadist counts for that. You are abjectly unwilling to communicate and the notion that you are the "bigger person" is downright a belly slapper; you are consumed by anxiety to the point you cannot maintain relationships.
You can gaslight others but I exist in consensus reality. I learned how to interpret facts first-hand. I pursued an expensive and almost lethal-to-me education to achieve this ability. My father told me from birth how much he regretted the intellectual mediocrity of a life comparable to Patriam's, and that I should never defer to him on his old foggy notions that came through the TV and monstrous manipulators. And I turned out able to look at my father and call him a fool. I love him, too, but I call him a fool on every matter but that of raising a lucky kid.
Know how he distinguishes himself from both of y'all? He laughs and alpha's it, because what's so valuable about him is his incredible moral fiber and loyalty. He's not trying to compete on every level, much like me. And he doesn't unperson me for it lol. But it's a different thing; Patriam is a pile of trash as a human being not an incredible European man, and his angst comes to me through his anti-trans bigotry which you have aligned yourself with while insisting that I will "come to my senses" and join you. LOL.
I wonder if you believe it sometimes, when you're sayin' it. But either way Pokesan, it's too much cowardliness (I asked to communicate for years) or gaslighting. Still bye.
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