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Originally Posted by Jibartik
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I want end times so bad but I was cleaning my coffee cup this morning and jammed my finger and it hurt so bad so idk if I will be able to hand it.
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I've never been super pumped about the life experience and I never knew why. The waking up here and trying to figure things out, following other people's guidance but feeling like you're stuck in a bad dream that nobody else seems to be bothered by it.
When I had finally given up hope and when I found Christ, or when he found me, I finally felt like there was a purpose and reason for this whole experience. I'm just now starting to see that maybe the reason it even happened to me was end times related and I wish I could say I'm excited and pumped about it! Because in a way he's coming to rescue us all from this darkness disguised as humility and progress.
I mean yeah, if it is, the restoration of the true church,and Jesus the God of LOVE ruling over for 1000 years and peace and happiness the whole time sounds AMAZING! .... but this transition to that place is terrifying I'm not gonna lie.
Hoping I find more strength as the days near closer and closer.