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Originally Posted by Gwaihir
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Philo-sophy
Philo: love of
Sophistry: wisdom
Unfortunately, despite vast swathes of wisdom dropped firsthand by myself on this board, I can fairly surmise there is no philosophy among the majority of our forum-denizens.
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After 10 years of poasting, I've investigated the hearts of every regular. I have nightmares about their total unreachability. I really do. My recurring nightmares are about crowds that will not listen to me, physically jostling and catching me up in their stampede movements and my arms are too weak to resist them. Or about my husband disbelieving me, forgetting me, and believing the falsity we are so drenched in, marching forward for his part in the shared atrocity.
My husband has long since told me to stop poasting because the grief of being surrounded by such violent intent means this board really does affect my emotions, and I usually post here in a cyclical depression lately when I feel like addressing the cannibals of our society directly. I get pretty emotional about the 500k Americans dead to pandemic people make jokes about, the fact that I have never once ever heard anyone else but myself suggest measures as simple as covering up green produce at the grocery store instead of leaving it open to the air, etc.
You can search up pulgasari to see the high enlightenment of the most brilliant of the old poster-stock remaining. "ull keep coming back u fucking cunt, stop pretending u have boundaries i didnt sign anything. cunt, just GET dehumanized quietly, how dare u respond in kind to patriam". Yep, instead of protecting the 28 year old girl from the 60 year old man, friend of 10 years, who is rejecting her for no reason but bigotry -- you better protect the man instead, being yourself a f@gg0t lol. Yeah gwaihir, i miss Azzar but i'm glad ur about
[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] or I couldn't even cry for them here anymore, they who I invited to interface with me with kindness but chose abuse because they like the taste of the nuts of other men so much.
I hope my recently revealed biographical details explain where I am coming from. I do actually
die before I stop being a "cunt" around people like patriam, cecily et al. who deserve less than zero nutswinging white knights. So I really am circling the drain here, because this is VERY tedious to find myself the only person who values the kind, brilliant, hot one over the actual fascist mongo cretin who literally cannot hold a conversation with me.
Anyway, i love you gwaihir and I wish poasting was not bad for my mental health. Send the ole imperious-kitten account a lank if you ever find a board where people are seeking friends, not IRL agoraphobic etc
[You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.] I miss the friendly jousting style that came before I was so pretty that admitting my IQ's above 85 meant admitting that life is extremely unfair. Now that there's only about 5% remaining of heterosexual men, there are very few remaining ppl able to cope with being outgunned in the femme war.