she would be, very. i think most parents would. i have gone the track of child prodigy valedictorian -> premed -> (NO MORE SCHOOL!) -> IT management -> retired before 30, and i let go of my hypermasc psychotic stuff like what you are struggling with currently (didn't become a Filbus or worse). And, of course, i'm beautiful, but i was before she died too. (I remember her coworker from PETA, where she worked undercover and actually brought down a lab freeing 400 dogs and cats from mistreatment, telling me she agreed with mom I am beautiful at mom's funeral.) And my husband is a dream boat. Yeah Mom would be very proud, I was so shy and rigid that i could not be myself at all for a long time and I was angry like you too, at least as a teen. I turned out surprisingly "hip" and found love too, with a man i look very good standing next to. Ppl forecast a tragic and early end for me at one time. Yeah Mom was a good person and she'd be proud.
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