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Originally Posted by imperiouskitten
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only the new think i'm makin thangs up.
nonono i got my wrench in pokesans brain. Cecily is lost to a fate worse than death.
Jimjam i'm sorry if you are not aware of the backstory here, Cecily is fat as you know, and she coordinated with her jealous friend to meet me IRL to sexually assault me to cause emotional trauma early in my transition. It was a mean girls scene where I got drugged, pressured into bed by 2 girls then abused verbally and ran off sobbing. All parties gaslight and claim nothing happened in retrospect. Back then the narrative was that I am some sort of social retard who is too shy to hang and broke into tears for no reason, but since then I have been re-classified as AGGRESSIVE and controlling. And so, because she is profoundly envious and lacks any moral scruples whatsoever about sexual assault and creepy, stalkery sexual hazing Cecily "picks a side" to her greatest convenience: denigrating the target of her envy. Complete with a narrative incompatible with reality, and contradicting her original conception of things (she knows she is full of shit).
Therefore after numerous attempts to lower a rope to Cecily to climb out of the sewage, fat threads have become the vector for keeping Cecily aggro'd against me and ensuring she can not change or develop unless she (unlikely) can find the genius or moment of clarity to finally apologize profusely. If she stays in pole position to combat me she remains unfit to nurse a sexual assault victim, nor care for a dependent, nor take on a healthy romance etc. Contradicting sexual assault claims without any personal knowledge of the situation acts as a very strong frictional force preventing emotional feminization in Cecily, not that such would be happening anyway unmedicated. The masculinity of it pleases me. However even knowing the whole story, my husband says one should not strike back against a cripple even if they strike first at every meeting. So I get where you're coming from, but personally I'm okay with boiling rapists and their collaborators in acid. And that's why the fat threads are all about Cecily's un-lived dreams, even though i get heavy sighs from some others.
Had incredible butt fucking last night btw.
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I mean you don't need to tell me. Cecily has creeped and stalked on me for years even though we were casual friends for a couple of months at best. Not even close or intimate friends by my standards. While females can be stalkers, it's true that it's a predominantly male sort of behavior. What I sense is a lacking of understanding human emotions on a real level. There's nothing to soften or feminize cause it just isn't there. When you've been with others void of true empathy you can just tell. Any caring or concern comes off very fake as it's not an easy thing to fake.
Don't think Pokesan is salvagable either. Anyone that fragile in their 30s probably isn't going to ever grow up. His reactions are like my 10 year old self when I discovered porn was a thing.
Maybe my own life experience has jaded me, but most people usually don't change very much.