It's surreal
like no one I know has gotten COVID-19, let alone died from it
we don't even think about it
and now people are still like man, you really, really, really need to get this experimental gene vector pumped into your body to combat against a virus that will never impact you.. and then get hostile when I'm not interested in doing that
like I genuinely care more about my health than 99% of the people trying to tell me otherwise, including my 300 pound aunt
I didnt even lose my virginity until I was almost 30 years old because Im a germ phobe and thought I would get herpes or HIV from every woman I dated
People always look at me weird when I'm brushing my teeth at work, or passing out hand sanitizer before and after lunch because I dont want other people on my crew getting sick and then infecting me
this is how I've always been, long before the pandemic. Everyone knows I'm a clean freak and germ phobe, and yet I feel largely unafraid of COVID-19, and think it's crazy that people are still aggressively trying to force me to get experimental gene therapy for something that is not a threat to my health
if there was an experimental vaccine for HIV, I would probably be one of the first volunteers to take it and I would feel good about this decision even if it killed me because it would feel like I was trying to help pioneer a drug that could actually save people in the future from an extremely deadly virus... but with COVID-19.. cmon dawg.
its not that Im anti science or anti vaccine, its that I have a need to make sense
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