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Originally Posted by Baler
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Most people spend the early years of their life figuring out the world around them.
Then by middle school - high school they try and get people to like them.
After that they either get married or go to college.
Continue working and die never knowing about the world.
If you know things about the world early on, you are an exception.
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Yeah. There's a lot of good in this when it leads to bliss too.
I sometimes think it'd be better to never say or do anything that'll challenge that bliss. Keep it simple. Let people be and believe in what they have. Are. Is. At face value.
I feel like sometimes I just post tho. I make a much better & more successful effort to keep everything to myself and not interfere IRL or in person. I lost that blissful nature in my childhood and in the Army. I think I reached towards transition to fill that void or try to make up for the lack of normalcy. I wanted control. And to be better than everyone. In the sense that I thought I could be a better woman than most. And that I would be a better woman than the man I kept trying to be.
Turns out I didn't want to be either, and I was already really good in many ways.