I understand all your feelings, mate. But, this I live, and we can't do something about that. We also have to live and overcome some challenging situations. So you have to be strong in all. I try to overcome such feelings by gambling. When I play poker, I got very relaxed. You can also try this method of forgiving life problems. You can find on
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