It's ok to type a lot when what you say has substance. Meaning. Impact. When you are illustrating or teaching a subject. Or when it's research.
It's not good or healthy to set your self up as the victimized villain and then proceed to bully nice people who attempted to communicate and share this lovely game world with you. Then to proceed to belittle them because they aren't whatever your expectations of virtual reality want to be.
Seek Christ. Stay away from psychiatric medicine. And eat a healthy diet of fresh unprocessed foods made by wholesome Christians and Amish.
May you find piece and fulfillment enough within yourself that you may one day be able to share that love and generosity with others. May you accept and respect the love and caring that others share with you.
You deserve love OP. And appreciation. Give yourself some credit for only being an angry torpor machine instead of a domestic terrorist or super soldier.
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