i said i was the model
not much to unpack, i had for some reason always considered myself unattractive until that. it was pretty helpful to my self esteem, but i guess u could argue caused me to rush into abusive relationships with older people over and over afterward. but i stopped doing that.
she was frumpy but not quite ugly, about 30. not commercial, she picked me up on anonidate, an early 4chan related dating site tbh (lol). it made me feel very special & precocious
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