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Old 02-18-2021, 12:05 PM
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Thank for pointing me toward exodus 14. It really helped to flesh out what the spirit was trying to reveal to me in Genesis 32.

Tomorrow is a good time to review exodus 15, I think....

Good night
You're welcome. I actually read a bit of genesis with Jacob yesterday too. Probably because I followed some links to it after you referenced Genesis.

I felt as I woke up, had sleep paralysis and couldn't see or hear. I felt someone draw a wet cross between my brow and felt someone lay a hand gently on each side of my head. It seemed. Sadly the inability to move panicked me into screaming and trying to force myself awake.

The sensation was of real touch, not terrifying in itself. I have only felt that before though when it felt like someone was holding me down (terrifying then). So distinctly "real". Feeling. Different though. Like I could sense no harm was meant.

I like to break fast in the evening just before rest as it helps calm me. Even a 200-400 calorie morsel of vegetable juice or hummus on toast helps me calm and rest easy.

Eating too much or fried food or too much protein with no carb seems to do me in. Or a lot of cheese.

Looks like I'm getting away with last nights debauchery. I can't seem to arrange a proper meal unless I do it myself. Which is challenging, for reasons I refuse to go into in this thread.

I miss making my own wholesome sourdough. That and some hummus, olives, and maybe a crumb of cheese and the occasional jalapeņo or pepper or piece of fruit was the best I ever felt.
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