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Originally Posted by Tunabros
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OP get help pls
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I did. Guess what, it was dumb and irresponsible of me to ask for help. And got me further into hell.
I'm seriously considering euthanasia again. It's in the back of my mind. Constantly reminding me, this is what is still left in my own hands. This is the option I have the freedom for, yet.
I don't want help. I don't want to be punished. I'm tired of being punished by others. I'm tired of being at the mercy of.
I don't want to actually talk about it. I'm fine. I am just posting. Do not do anything for me or worry.
I felt I should express my experience with the reality of pharmaceuticals. Maybe I should just shut up.
I'm tired of being controlled.