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Originally Posted by magnetaress
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I actually tried to kill myself. And came very, very close. I didn't post alot or talk publicly a lot about my most recent attempt. Because I don't feel like defending myself or my reasoning. Or being judged by the strange and abstract, potentially divine personal experience I had with quantum suicide. It's kind of a struggle to lean back from that ledge after near death. Now that my curiosity is piqued.
Really. I hold myself to these high standards. I am not worthy of life or consideration. It's taken a lot of effort to continue living despite all this.
Maybe I do so simply out of an egocentric vanity.
I appreciate your temperance. I don't want my voice, my way, or my beliefs and experiences to be the sole arbiter of human existence. Im glad to talk about my thoughts. And vote. That's more than enough.
I require nothing.
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