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Originally Posted by Cassawary
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The best time to shower is everyday. The second best time to shower is now.
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I actually tried to kill myself. And came very, very close. I didn't post alot or talk publicly a lot about my most recent attempt. Because I don't feel like defending myself or my reasoning. Or being judged by the strange and abstract, potentially divine personal experience I had with what you might see as quantum suicide or a trip through the multiverse with angels, demons, and spirits in the crudest sense.. It's kind of a struggle to lean back from that ledge after near death. Now that my curiosity is piqued. Like I said. I question if I'm even alive. You said, cotard. Remember?
Really. I hold myself to these high standards. I am not worthy of life or consideration. It's taken a lot of effort to continue living? despite all this.
Maybe I do so simply out of an egocentric vanity.
I appreciate your temperance. I don't want my voice, my way, or my beliefs and experiences to be the sole arbiter of human existence. Im glad to talk about my thoughts. And vote. That's more than enough.
I require nothing.