of course I'm mad. my friends of 7 or 8 years who share quite a bit of journey with me envy me so much that they have aligned in opposition of their own dignity just to "own" me. It is vomitous to look at. Horrific to spend kindness on such ppl for years & years and find only escalating abuse culminating in their own self debasement just to punish me for daring to care. or punish me for being pretty, or having an enjoyable life and healthy self respect. whatever the devil's brew it is that drives this hatefulness and infidelity.
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