Just like my parents lol. they keep ignoring my story like you all do. I can't keep repeating my story over and over, while still being tortured and being counciled on my behavior.
I've imagined that Antifa is just torturing me so I do something crazy. So they can say, "This is exactly what happens to black people!" And maybe they will get what they want, with my death or perminate destruction of my life.
But I cant do this repeated story and being ignored. I'd rather fight to death against the cops.
Maybe I was hitler in a past life and suicide is the only escape.
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