Porn is definitely weird on your brain. I do have distant memories of pornographic "tetris effect" when I overused, which always made me pretty uncomfortable. I think non-animated hentai is legit art though, and can really animate the sexual imagination and benefit relationships.
Marrying a decent person for love is the most fulfilling thing a person can do I think. And building something together. It is really hard to marry under a certain maturity level, tho, when you are still trying to place yourself in the world and figure out what you want, and can't honestly assess the AIDS in other ppls' personalities as incompatibilities. I think unfortunately that there's a period of terrible heartache in for every young person, but if I could go back and tell myself something I would say "marry a kind person, don't look for an evil genius, don't marry a lazy cutie pie, check their back teeth for self-love, and earnestly build somethin 2gether with a person on your OVERALL wholesome spirit level instead of obsessing about iq or looks". If everyone would only settle down with a good person, and chuck the rest, maybe less peepole would be so sh!tty. Thank you for reading