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Originally Posted by imperiouskitten
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this has been addressed with the jenner comment, but here's a case study -- i did well with girls, but never knew what to do with them. I was always a "pretty boy", valedictorian and what not and had plenty of offers. after courting and getting into bed I just couldn't penetrate a girl, despite many attempts. I tried picking up one-nighters from a bar, I tried building rapport over a long time. I tried girls in my race, outside my race. Ugly girls, skinny girls, beautiful intellectual rich girls, greasy party girls. Kind girls and rude girls. Nothing worked and humiliating experiences stacked up and, even worse, I always felt as though I was manipulating these women and experimenting on them like some sort of creep. Even tho in my heart i wasn't creepin it just wasn't genuine. I thought of myself as heterosexual for a pretty long time but it just didn't work right.
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I remember you speaking of some sort of ailment to your nether reasons that caused pain. I imagine that would really suck when trying to be intimate with someone.
When you say you just couldnt penetrate, are you saying you were unable to sustain an erection? or is there something else going on there like you just couldnt bring yourself to copulation?