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Originally Posted by Cecily
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Are you like a crazy person?
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Very, I took a picture of my (legal, prescription) drugs the other day but never got around to posting it. I had a statement to make about the state. Of things. And the state of drugs. And healthcare. And how the Doctors and regulators are complicit in killing us and rationing the right medications for the right diseases. And how this is essentially white washed fascism and affects the poor and sick the worst who are unable to defend themselves and fight in the war to win against the beast.
People sometimes call me a psychic, I didn't come up with it.
My original justification for suicide was that I was going to save lives. And ease pain. That I would stop wasting time and resource. I don't think most people understand that's why.
I know you are going into the healthcare field. You will see that many rich cruel and callous people get treated and given different medication and better facilities and that the poor get repeatedly mismanaged, neglected, and given up on. When a patient becomes "too complicated". They just get red flagged and thrown in the dumpster fire that is the system we have now for people who aren't paying $500 a month in insurance premiums.
You won't be able to save them all, or even save them. You can try. You can give them your heart and soul. But keep a little for yourself and realize its going to take something bigger than you or I to save the lives that are burning in the flames of perdition.
When I was born God gave me me a choice and I chose to use the bullets and worshipped death. I don't think it was gods plan for me but it is what it is if you believe in that sort of thing. Now I am struggling with saying "I'm sorry" it doesn't have to be like that anymore.
And yes V is a terrible movie it hurts people. It's dark in ways that probably weren't intended. But it has a lot of corrupt qualities just by it's very nature in the negative-positive-ebb-and-flow of power and control.
I think it's noble to try and help people and save them. Just be aware and take a deep breath and understand your power and situation. You don't have to go down the same road I did when it comes to: Can I save lives?