I appreciate all the feedback. She is a great person, beautiful, in shape, intelligent, a fantastic Mother, and she always is helpful and supportive of every other hobby I’ve had. She also is very sexual and kinky, our sex life is very healthy and even after being together for nearly 13 years we still tease each other and it’s great.
It’s just so difficult because she knew what this meant to me, I’ve been taking about it f or years and it’s wasn’t about max level, just that I wanted the real experience again like in 1999.
I would never consider leaving her but I’m having such a hard time coming to terms with this.
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