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Originally Posted by Muggens
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So this latest psy-op have had some good impact on me, its more or less impossble to get weed! This is resulting in a big return to dreaming again for me! And its very fun!
Im getting closer and closer to lucid dreams too. Last nite I had this type of dream I dont remember Ive had before: i was a lil youngling again, not sure how old I was but I most certainly was a child. Things that make me sure is the PoV, my hands were small so I couldnt wield my dads gun, I tried on my grandpas glasses and in the end I was sitting on his shoulders while we were gun-toting around in the woods shooting up a bunch of stuff. I was hitting everything bullseye with my lil gun. One funny moment was when we saw a rabbit climb a clothes drying rack and I shot it with great accuracy, but Im pretty sure it was a cat because it really looked like it hehe, but we all said it was a rabbit. I could also see the bullet trajectory, matrix style. Very nice dream(my gramps died in 97') And no I dont hate or kill cats in real life but as I told my GF that if it were a dog(a much more useful and lovely animal) I wouldnt have mistaken it for a cat!
Who else is dreaming it up nowadays?
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I've been deliberately taking sedatives and suppressing my dreams self.
I had a lot of good sex with hot guys in my dreams when I switched over to E years ago.
That kind of stopped when I got really introspective and started to relive childhood trauma. So back to the sedatives + sensory deprivation.
Violent dreams are really triggering. I just wake up screaming and flailing. Everything hurts. And I get no rest. My caregivers got really concerned.