I really appreciate your post and can relate on many levels. I too suffered from addiction and alcoholism. I’ve been sober now for 11 years and being sober allows me to have a life where I can play eq recreationally. I have a great life now and I could go on and on about how great it is but it’s all because I got honest with myself and got sober. I really believe you should give sobriety another chance. I know it’s easier said than done but you owe it to yourself. Just a suggestion but try going to an AA meeting and possibly get a sponsor.
There is a saying in the big book of Alcoholics Anonymous that in sobriety you will have a life better than anything you could have imagined. I thought this was silly, but I can promise you it is true. Hit me up if you want to talk more bro!
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