Man, that's awful dude. I'm sorry.
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IMO, take a little time off. You'll probably find in the long run that your enjoyment of the game is what you remember once the immediacy of this passes. When nasty shit goes down IRL I just try to back away for as long as I can and decide what to do with a clearer head.
Hope that helps.