Wait the last post makes it seem that I am trying to force a point on them that I came to realize myself that they should realize for themselves along the lines that I realized.
If a mod is around and feeling pitiful delete this and the last post wait what the fuck this is a never ending cycle of posts and that I should end now but cant because alcohol.
Maybe getting banned is my only way out of this and me and the other guy only knows of these posts but he probably did not have the foresight to take screenshots and I have the one and only chance to end this never ending cycle of self loathing and atonement which i wanted in the first place by uttering a phrase that i cannot go back from? the lake of self reflection is not what i want and i need to dive into that not knowing that i am the reflection to combat what i really am and i need to dive deep to release myself uttering the phrase
skcus nilbog
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