[Patriam1066]

Originally Posted by JurisDictum [You must be logged in to view images. Log in or Register.]

With guys...often times "sex" can be separated from intimacy.

I find women attractive in a sexual way.

But I really don't get a sense of intimacy with them.

What was really confusing is I grew up watching straight porn...I mean lots of Tranny stuff too but that's a huge number of straight guys...

I watched a little bit of twink stuff...but to this day I usually prefer straight porn.

When it came time to seriously consider what kind of girl I might actually want to be with for like serious relationships, marriage etc...It kind of hit me out of no where that I was actually more into guys.

It must be nice growing up without constant homophobia surrounding you. All the sudden there's a huge spike in guys coming out as other than straight....go figure.

It's kind of a relief...modern women are a terrible deal on the whole. I get the impression most of them are just trying to trap guys to essentially work for them with their vagina. I know that's just a fucked up way of looking at it on some level -- but it's how I honestly see it.

The downside is men have higher standards. I'm like a 7 at best in the gay world..but probably a 9 for straight girls. This is because I don't really have abs yet (working on it -- its mostly loose skin at this point) and straight girls don't really care about that as much. That and the total queer types often have big dicks and pretty faces.

The other day I was in Subway and some teen girl like reaches out to me because I looked depressed (red eyes and mumbling...I was stoned as shit at the time). I could tell she was attracted to me. I was laughing my ass off about Juris from Subway all the home.

No one gave a shit about how depressed I looked when I was fat...

Anyway, Daywolf did warn me this would happen if I was liberal and accepting for too long.

lol