Holidays sometimes make us realize unsettling or disturbing truths about ourselves and our families. I have in the past struggled with wanting to play games more than interact with real people to the point where I have had to internally tell my self that I need to cool it. Its not really escapism for me so much as it is the OCD/autism involved of leaving something incomplete...it bothers me... but the truth of it is I just really enjoy playing repetitive video games for false senses of accomplishment (thanks dad). I got hooked on Balloon Tower Defense 5 for like 2 months for periods of time I would rather not discuss.
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