I got more loot than Squats, and everybody on the server loves that guy. We had the same RA, are you gonna call him a whiney bitch too?
You're not even calling me an Average player? FUCK!
Seriously though, when it came to PVE in <Holocaust> I felt I performed very well. Otherwise I would have been one of the half dozen Shadowknights that we had in the guild who never tanked anything. On the contrary I tanked pretty much everything, and often alternated with Weta. I asked questions, min maxed gear, and was so bad at what I did I got used every raid.
Speaking of below average, with the size of <Empire> everything you did was sloppy. i.e. Failing Ring War 10 with 90+ players. Whiping on Dagarn all the fucking time. Whiping to Cazic Thule because you didn't understand how to kill it without losing most the raid. The average skill level of most of <Empire> was garbage. Eight bags no pumice bad.
Having played an important and very rewarding role in <Apex> getting the guild to where it is today, I would like to say I'm probably better than you think I am. You're just surprised and upset with me for not wanting around round of your bullshit Kool-Aid.