[maskedmelon]

Couldn't watch your vid Lance, but it's perfectly reasonable if you feel you don't fit where you are and prefer to live. I would not however allow yourself to believe that you can't enjoy where you are, you just have to learn the mindset of those around you and then figure out how to give it a big ol' hug without it poking you ^^ There are ways and they don't necessarily involve sacrificing who you are, but they do require a certain level of malleability ^^

Good example for me is pvp. I absolutely hated it until I read some accounts that seemed absolutely deplorable to me, but all parties involved including the victims thought it was hillarious. That's when I realized, "ohhhh, this is what these people do!" They do it and they expect it ^^ As long as you understand the mindset, you can float along in the same stream without getting rubbed the wrong way ^^ There are occasional insufferable turds, but they are few and far between. You can have fun where you are if you want to. Start by giving up and dropping all expectations ^^